AWFUL day...

Lost 4 more lbs last week; down -34 lbs total; 76 lbs to go!

It's ridiculous that I feel like I should have lost more weight than this by now...everyone says I'm too hard on myself...

Today I feel like I woke up; got smacked in the face; and then found out it was only 6:00 am and I still had a full day ahead of me! I'm having an awful day for some reason! I am tired, emotional, overwhelmed and all I want to do is cry!

Work has been awful today; back to the same old, same old of always! I'm overwhelmed with trying to keep up and on top of that I'm kicking myself for not getting my exercise in everyday! I used to be hungry all the time and now I the thought of food makes me sick BUT I still seem to want to "snack" all the time (old habits die hard)! I'm sure I wouldn't be so tired if I was getting my exercise done but I can't seem to find or make the time for it. Since I've learned that everything in my life is what I desire it to be it leads me to believe that I don't desire to lose weight as badly as I thought or I would make sure I got my exercise in each day!!!!!!! I'm so frustrated today I could scream!

I've been near tears at least 3 times today at work and all I want to do is go home and sleep! Gotta love being depressed!

I know that there will be days like these but I could sure do without them!

The dog trainer is coming tonight to get started helping us train Dot to poop in the right place. She's almost 2 years old and we are so sick of her pooping wherever she wants to in the house! We had to wait until all the puppies were sold so now it's time to get started. Tonight Tessa also needs to get her Valentines ready for pre-school tomorrow since they don't have class on Thursday...there are never enough hours in the day for everything and I'm already exhausted!

I desperately desire to get my head and my emotions in the right place so I can move forward...tomorrow is another day...thank goodness. I just need to make it through this day!