Blogging...

112 lbs lost; -2 lbs under goal weight...
I keep fluctuating 2 or 3 lbs which I guess is normal for everyone...not just weight loss surgery patients. I have had unusual amounts of stress in my life lately (and that's saying alot since I stress about everything anyway)! I find myself craving sweets & wanting to eat more than I should...it FREAKS me out. I absolutely can not go back to being fat again! I totally get that some people learn to love themselves no matter what their size and that is great...I am not one of them. My identity is not connected so much to my size but to my overall feeling of well being. When I was heavy I was sick all the time; I was in pain all the time; I couldn't breath very well and I generally felt like CRAP all the damn time...I don't want to be back to that place ever again! Okay...I got off track...I didn't mean to talk about weight so much except to post my "stats"...lol!

Holy COW I suck at this blogging thing...everyone and their dog has a CUTE, INTERESTING blog and I can't even figure out how to put a fun background on mine...*sigh*...I seem to be "blog challenged"...HAHA!

I am having such a great time catching up with old friends on Facebook and reading people's blogs! It's so much fun to see everyone's families and find out how they are doing and how many kids they have and where they live and what they do...SO. MUCH. FUN!!!!! Infact I spend WAY TOO MUCH time on FB and reading blogs...it's addicting and some might even say a waste of time...but I thoroughly enjoy it so for now I will stick with it! It's almost better than reality TV...which I love!

So...I am not witty & funny like some people who blog; I am not crafty & creative like some people who blog and I am not very interesting like some people who blog...BUT...I don't care! I will still blog...if anything so that I can look back on it some day (like keeping a journal in a sense) and read about what was going on in this day in my life and what I happened to be thinking about! Today I am thinking that I wish I knew how to put a cute background on my blog but alas, it's almost time to go home from work and I have to take Tessa to dance so I will have to figure it out on another day..TTFN!